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Title: Puppy Love 1/50
Pairings: Spander
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13/R
Warnings: Slavery, nudity, nothing much.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Hello puppy...
Word Count: 727 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: bloodclaim, LJ Comm: btvs_lightsout, LJ Comm: btvs_slash, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: sxandviolence, LJ Comm: spanderslash, LJ Comm: darker_vault, LJ Comm: sickchicks, LJ Comm: spike_xander, LJ Comm: xander_slash, LJ Comm: i_need_a_parrot, LJ Comm: all_fics_btvs
Archived Outside LJ At: adultfanfiction.net and The Spander Files

A.N. This is in response to the prompt table given to me by LJ User hawk_soaring. Thanks bunches again!


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( I wish she'da told me )

Previous parts found on this prompt chart or in my memories.

LJ User hawk_soaring gave me a nifty keen prompt table to help me through my rough patches. Here it is! I'll be posting the parts and linking back to this chart. (As soon as I figure out the html anyways).

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Puppy Love Prompt Chart

1. Cuffs	2. Collar	3. Marking	4. Ownership A Ownership B	5. Shaving
6. Bath Tub	7. Plug	8. Heart Beat	9. Savor	10. Cereal
11. Whip	12. Purple	13. Walk	14. Puppy	15. Moon
16. Leather	17. Pet	18. Deprivation	19. Thunder	20. Cookies & Milk
21. Black	22. Spicy	23. Finger Food	24. Santa	25. Eggs
26. Hung	27. Silk	28. Ropes	29. Bondage	30. Cinnamon
31. Chains	32. Darkness	33. Hallowe'en	34. Snow	35. Club
36. Blood	37. Stage	38. Robin Hood	39. Seventeen	40. Twins
41. Candy Cane	42. Senses	43. Red	44. Quarter	45. Toy Store
46. Twelve	47. Blue	48. Romance	49. Play Time	50. Magic

Title: Truth Denied 9/?
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13
Warnings: Nothing in this short bit.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 567 (As per MS Word Count) It's a shorty, but I just couldn't post it any other way. Heh heh heh. Heeeeee heeeeee heeee. HAHAHAHAHA, ahem.
Beta: LJ User Tamakin with some Spike help from LJ User limerickgirl, thanks so much again! Any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: bloodclaim, LJ Comm: btvs_lightsout, LJ Comm: btvs_slash, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: sxandviolence, LJ Comm: spanderslash, LJ Comm: darker_vault, LJ Comm: sickchicks, LJ Comm: spike_xander, LJ Comm: xander_slash, LJ Comm: i_need_a_parrot, LJ Comm: all_fics_btvs
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( Heaving a sigh, he decided to take the bull by the horns and just say it. )
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Title: Truth Denied 8/?
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13
Warnings: Nothing in this short bit.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1577 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin with some Spike help from LJ User limerickgirl, thanks so much again! Any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: bloodclaim, LJ Comm: btvs_lightsout, LJ Comm: btvs_slash, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: sxandviolence, LJ Comm: spanderslash, LJ Comm: darker_vault, LJ Comm: sickchicks, LJ Comm: spike_xander, LJ Comm: xander_slash, LJ Comm: i_need_a_parrot, LJ Comm: all_fics_btvs
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( He was pretty sure his landlord was non-violent, but that didn’t mean there wasn’t a first time for everything. )
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Title: Truth Denied 7/?
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... Hard R. Possibly NC17, though doubtful
Warnings: Past abuse of the familial nature of the worst kind.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1248 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin Any errors are mine and mine alone.
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A.N. ~ IMPORTANT!!!! I know I've said this before, but now is a good time to say it again. This is NOT A FLUFFY FIC. The boys will suffer and cry, there will be angst and past trauma's coming to light. There is non-graphic, but extremely traumatizing and easily triggering past abuse about to be mentioned. You have been warned, VERY clearly.


( Dreams rarely show us what we want to see... )
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I can't believe I wrote this. I really can't believe I wrote this. I saw a manip, and it just... it came out. Oh gawd, this is just... I can't believe I wrote it. And it's ALL LJ User Tamakin's fault!! SHE MADE ME DO IT DAMMIT!!!!!

Title: Shared Skin
Pairings: Spangel... uh... kinda. In a VERY BAD WAY!
Appropriate Ratings: NC17. Let's just say NC17, because really... it can't be anything else. But Funny. So funny. I can't believe I wrote this.
Warnings: *twitch* I can't. I'm sorry, I can't. Just... can't ruin the surprise. And besides, there aren't warnings for some of the stuff that happens. It's just... no. So no.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Spike's still a ghost, haunting the halls of Wolfram and Hart. He finds out, quite by accident, that sleeping Sire's are a lot more fun these days.
Word Count: 1508 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin Any errors are mine and mine alone. AND IT'S SO HER FAULT! GAGH!
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( Mmmmmmmm... oh yeah.... That's my Spikey! )

Title: Truth Denied 6/?
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... R
Warnings: STRIPPING! Uh... Boy's touching! And... uhm... not much. I'm not used to having so few warnings.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1900 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin Any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: bloodclaim, LJ Comm: btvs_lightsout, LJ Comm: btvs_slash, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: sxandviolence, LJ Comm: spanderslash, LJ Comm: darker_vault, LJ Comm: sickchicks, LJ Comm: spike_xander, LJ Comm: xander_slash, LJ Comm: i_need_a_parrot, LJ Comm: all_fics_btvs
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( Well I am imagining, A dark lit place, Or your place or my place )


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Title: Truth Denied 5/?
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG13 with plenty of mentions of stripping and boys touching, and same sex attraction
Warnings: Boys lusting after each other, nothing really, I don't think.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1309 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User LJ User Tamakin Any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: bloodclaim, LJ Comm: btvs_lightsout, LJ Comm: btvs_slash, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: sxandviolence, LJ Comm: spanderslash, LJ Comm: darker_vault, LJ Comm: sickchicks, LJ Comm: spike_xander, LJ Comm: xander_slash, LJ Comm: i_need_a_parrot, LJ Comm: all_fics_btvs
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Now, for a little whining. Normally, I hate whiners, especially people who whine that they didn't get enough comments on their last entry, when they usually get well over a hundred. (okay, about half of them are replies to the comments, but dammit! That's still a lot of comments!) But the fact remains, the last chapter I posted I got no comments. Not one. Not a single one other than a person I know is posting coments on everything posted in her comm. The post before that? ONE COMMENT other than the person commenting on everything in their comm.

I think what it boils down to is, if you are reading it, enjoying it, hating it, PLEASE COMMENT! Let me know what artistic merits I lack, what I can improve on, what I should stay away from, what I'm good at, what I'm doing well at compared to my earlier attempts at fanfic, anything! I'm feeling a serious lack of lovin', and my muse is suffering because of it. You want to know the ending, don't you? I know I do! PLEASE comment!

( Whoa... bendy.... )


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Title: Truth Denied 4/?
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... Hard R
Warnings: Non-con, character death,
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 1735 (As per MS Word Count) (See?? WAY Shorter! Yay!)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin Any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: bloodclaim, LJ Comm: btvs_lightsout, LJ Comm: btvs_slash, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: sxandviolence, LJ Comm: spanderslash, LJ Comm: darker_vault, LJ Comm: sickchicks, LJ Comm: spike_xander, LJ Comm: xander_slash, LJ Comm: i_need_a_parrot, LJ Comm: all_fics_btvs
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( Regrets are like poisoned barbs, burrowing deep under your skin )


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Title: Truth Denied 3/?
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... PG
Warnings: This chapter… British slang swearing.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 2535 (As per MS Word Count) (See?? Shorter! Yay!)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin Any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: bloodclaim, LJ Comm: btvs_lightsout, LJ Comm: btvs_slash, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: sxandviolence, LJ Comm: spanderslash, LJ Comm: darker_vault, LJ Comm: sickchicks, LJ Comm: spike_xander, LJ Comm: xander_slash, LJ Comm: i_need_a_parrot, LJ Comm: all_fics_btvs
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( What happened? )

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Title: Truth Denied 2/?
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... a soft R
Warnings: exhibitionism, GAY MEN!!!, angst, Death (talking about people they’ve lost)
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 3616 (As per MS Word Count) (DAMMIT! Was supposed to be shorter! I just… can’t decide where to cut it. SO SORRY, but it’s not that bad… I don’t think.)
Beta: tamakin, with some Spike help from limerickgirl. Thank you so much!!! Any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: bloodclaim, LJ Comm: btvs_lightsout, LJ Comm: btvs_slash, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: sxandviolence, LJ Comm: spanderslash, LJ Comm: darker_vault, LJ Comm: sickchicks, LJ Comm: spike_xander, LJ Comm: xander_slash, LJ Comm: i_need_a_parrot, LJ Comm: all_fics_btvs
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( Where do we go, from here? )

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I just started my newest WIP! It isn't going to be like my last WIP (not nearly as dark, for example) but it'll still have moments of heavy angst and I will be extremely careful to keep the warnings accurate. I'm trying something brand spankin' new, and I'm all apprehensive and stuff.

The first chapter is needfully long (seven pages, oi!) But every chapter thereafter will be markedly shorter. Trust me, I couldn't cut this without the damned thing making no sense (or by cutting out a REALLY HAWT SCENE!).

PLEASE give feedback! Please? Either here or e-mail it to me if for some reason you don't want to leave it on the post.

Also, you might want to DL this. Trust me, it comes up in this chapter and it'll be handy.Three Days Grace - Pain

Title: Truth Denied 1/?
Pairings: Spander (eventually)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall but this chapter... a hard R I think
Warnings: exhibitionism, GAY MEN!!!, angst (gonna be so heavy on angst but I hope it won't take away from the story itself), not sure what else
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: About five years post NFA, Xander needs a job, like, NOW! And runs into someone he knows where he'd least expect it.
Word Count: 3449 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: bloodclaim, LJ Comm: btvs_lightsout, LJ Comm: btvs_slash, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: sxandviolence, LJ Comm: spanderslash, LJ Comm: darker_vault, LJ Comm: sickchicks, LJ Comm: spike_xander, LJ Comm: xander_slash, LJ Comm: i_need_a_parrot, LJ Comm: all_fics_btvs
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( Where do we go, from here? )

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Written for LJ Comm: indigo_crypt's April challenge of Chocolate

Title: So Special
Pairings: Willow/Tara
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 heh
Warnings: Food play, girls touching
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: First time in a long time that they have some private time.
Word Count: 993 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
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( I missed you! )

This is it kids, the wild ride is over! Shattered Shards draws to a close. I have an idea for a sequel but will probably not write it for a while. I feel like this story is finished and I have other projects I'm working on. I'm starting a new Spander fic which will be more angst then dark, but don't worry faithful readers, I'll still be keeping the darkness comming in with drabbles and ficlets until I post the first chap of the next part.

Thanks to tamakin for staying with me on this entire ride. Thank you muffin for sticking by me and helping me grow!!

I hope everyone who's been reading enjoys this finale and really wouldn't mind hearing some comments on the story as a whole or just individual parts.

As a celebration of completing my FIRST EVER story (I have never in my life finished a story, and I have been writing stories for personal enjoyment since I was in grade two. BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT for me. Also, this is my first ever fanfic. So... this story is important to me.

I had ideas to write a few chapters of prequels, or add a few like what Angelus REALLY does to Dawn that night, or what happened to Spike after Buffy passed out, or... other equally fun ideas and maybe I still will, but I don't think that many people are reading it so it's not that big of a drive to get them out of me.

Without further ado, here it is! The end!

Title: Shattered Shards 18/18
Pairings: Not... really in this chapter. I think this might be more of an epilogue
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall
Warnings: non-con, slavery, oral, rape, blood, biting, torture, torture toys of a sexual kind, humiliation (of sorts) all in all, BADNESS! Naughty naughty of the bad kind. If you've been reading the story so far, yes, things stay around that level of darkness. You have been warned.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: What now? After everything that has hapenned, what now?
Word Count: 1598 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
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Title: Shattered Shards 17/18
Pairings: Willow/Dawn, Willow/Buffy.
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall
Warnings: non-con, slavery, oral, rape, blood, biting, torture, torture toys of a sexual kind, humiliation (of sorts) all in all, BADNESS! Naughty naughty of the bad kind. If you've been reading the story so far, yes, things stay around that level of darkness. You have been warned.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Willow wraps up her business in Angelus's realm.
Word Count: 1043 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
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( “And now to finish my business here…” Willow smirked )

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Title: You
Pairings: Willow/Oz, Oz/Veruca
Appropriate Ratings: NC17
Warnings: non-con, rape, cages
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: What would have hapenned in Wild At Heart if I'd had my way.
Word Count: 755 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
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( This is quoted from the script, to give you an idea of where things take off from )

( This is my story. Enjoy! AND PLEASE COMMENT DAMMIT! )

I figured I'd post this early. I only have a couple of parts left, so keep your eyes open for the Starling Conclusion! (Well, may not be THAT startling, but the motivation very possibly is.... or not.... hrm... How much have y'all guessed by now anyways?)

Title: Shattered Shards 16/18
Pairings: Willow/Dawn, Willow/Buffy.
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall
Warnings: non-con, slavery, oral, rape, blood, biting, torture, torture toys of a sexual kind, humiliation (of sorts) all in all, BADNESS! Naughty naughty of the bad kind. If you've been reading the story so far, yes, things stay around that level of darkness. You have been warned.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Willow gets to play... Poor Buffy... really shouldn't have pissed her off, now should you have?
Word Count: 1410 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
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( What ever happened to Willow Dawn and Buffy? Oh wait, here it is! )

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Another LJ Comm: indigo_crypt creation. LJ User Tamakin put a manip here and I made a fic inspired by it.

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Title: Longing
Pairings: N/A (Kinda Spangel, but not really, but okay... kinda Spangel... but not really... but kinda... well, whatever! Read and see!)
Appropriate Ratings: R
Warnings: non-con, torture, mind fucks...
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Not all rewards are for the best.
Word Count: 1530 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
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( Just once.... please just once? )

Title: Shattered Shards 15/18
Pairings: Willow/Dawn, Willow/Buffy.
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall
Warnings: non-con, slavery, oral, rape, blood, biting, torture, torture toys of a sexual kind, humiliation (of sorts) all in all, BADNESS! Naughty naughty of the bad kind. If you've been reading the story so far, yes, things stay around that level of darkness. You have been warned.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Willow gets to play...
Word Count: 1264 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
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( Do not read this on its own, read Tough Decisions FIRST. This is one of the possible endings )

Another LJ COmm: indigo_crypt creation based off of this manip by LJ User blackdesires_87

Title: Tough Decisions
Pairings: Fred/Lindsey, Fred/Angel, Fred/others(implied)
Appropriate Ratings: NC17
Warnings: non-con, slavery, rape, blood, possible character death, character death
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Human AU, Fred needs to make some money for school and finds herself way over her head.
Word Count: 4011 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: indigo_crypt, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom, LJ Comm: darker_vault

A.N. This is a sort of "Choose Your Own Adventure" thing, you get to pick the ending! YAY!

A.N.2 This was a dream I'd had, and when I'd woken up, I realized it fit with the manip so decided to write it up. Yes, I thought this dream was hot and sexy and fucking GREAT!.... but that's because I'm a little nutty and enjoy a good KRT fantasy.


( I just needed some money! )

Title: Shattered Shards 14/18
Pairings: Willow/Dawn, Willow/Buffy.
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall
Warnings: non-con, slavery, oral, rape, blood, biting, torture, torture toys of a sexual kind, humiliation (of sorts) all in all, BADNESS! Naughty naughty of the bad kind. If you've been reading the story so far, yes, things stay around that level of darkness. You have been warned.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Willow gets to play...
Word Count: 1571 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: a_darker_angel, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: darker_willow


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( What ever happened to Willow Dawn and Buffy? Oh wait, here it is! )

Previous parts are here.

Shattered Shards has been written, completely written and beta'd. It just needs to be posted... and I will take my time with that... possibly. Depends on how impatient I get.

18 parts is the total count, and my beta LJ User Tamakin, is working on reworking the first chapter, and I'll be reposting that when it's done... yeah, it so needs a reworking.

So, without further ado! Here is Shattered Shards part 13 of 18!

Title: Shattered Shards 13/18
Pairings: Willow/Dawn, Willow/Buffy.
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall
Warnings: non-con, slavery, oral, rape, blood, biting, torture, humiliation (of sorts) all in all, BADNESS! Naughty naughty of the bad kind. If you've been reading the story so far, yes, things stay around that level of darkness. You have been warned.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Willow gets to play...
Word Count: 1628 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: a_darker_angel, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: darker_willow


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( What ever happened to Willo Dawn and Buffy? Oh wait, here it is! )

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People asked for a sequel, so here it is, and I can almost guarantee it's not what people were waiting for. I've cut it in two different places. The whole story (well, this part) starts at the first cut (obviously) but it's mostly talking about their touristy romp through good old T.O. and the second cut is where the story part starts. As a bit of forwarning, this is more of an exploration into Xander's submission then into the act of sex itself. Those of you out there who are kinky and have played with loving partners might recognize a bit of the dizzying feelings Xander goes through.

Feel free to click the links in the first part, I made sure they were current as of this morning and they'll explain a bit more (or advertise a bit more) the various things they're linked to (obviously again, but wow I'm getting wordy.)

This is another one for the Leather Challenge at LJ Community: indigo_Crypt (I dunno... would you judge for them together, or seperately?)

First part is here.

Title: Subway Sorrows 2
Pairings: Spander
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall
Warnings: Kinks, kinks and more kinks. A LOT is mentioned in passing (like cross dressing and enema play) but only kink that gets explored are hoods, leather and submission.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Spike and Xander get sent back into the TTC tunnels.
Word Count: 5253 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User mistress_tien and LJ User megyal, any errors are mine and mine alone. Muchos gracias to both of ‘em for stepping into LJ User Tamakin's shoes who couldn’t do it this time.
X-posted to: My LJ, [Unknown LJ tag]indigo_crypt</a>, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: bloodclaim, LJ Comm: btvs_lightsout, LJ Comm: btvs_slash, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: sxandviolence, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom
Archived Outside LJ At: Adultfanfiction.net and The Spander Files


( Toronto IS SO COOL! )

( Oh god, please don't stop! )

LJ Comm: indigo_crypt is an amazing muse, and really keeps my muse hopping! LJ User watchersgoddess made the original manip here

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Title: A Delicate Request.
Pairings: N/A Tara and Giles are in it, but it's not a "pairing".
Appropriate Ratings: PG (WOW!)
Warnings: N/A
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Giles has a rather delicate request to ask of Tara.
Word Count: 1207 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User: Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: indigo_crypt, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom this fic really doesn't fit anywhere else that I know of.
Archived Outside LJ At: fanfiction.net


( Could I ask you... a favour my dear? )

Yet another LJ Comm: indigo_crypt creation. Inspired by this manip by LJ User: edgehead220373.

Title: Stolen Caress
Pairings: Spuffy
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall
Warnings: Mentions of blood and harsh consensual sexual acts.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Where’d his bloody duster get off to?
Word Count: 1155 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: indigo_crypt, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom
Archived Outside LJ At: adultfanfiction.net and fanfiction.net

( Follow the little white rabbit... )

Another LJ Comm: indigo_crypt creation. You know the drill! Someone makes a nifty manip, I make a nifty story... or rather, ANYONE can make the fic. JOIN THE COMM! It'll be fun! And helps stimulate your imagination and keeps your muse hopping! Based off this manip made by LJ User edgehead220373.

Title: Lost
Pairings: N/A
Appropriate Ratings: PG13 because of death talk
Warnings: Nothing really. Just… sadness. I suppose spoilers for season 5 finale and other suchness.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Spike visits her grave.
Word Count: 815 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User: Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm indigo_crypt, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom
Archived Outside LJ At: fanfiction.net

Comments are necessary for the continuation of the species!

( Hell is living without you... )

Written for LJ Comm: indigo_crypt’s Leather challenge.

This fic won LJ Comm: indigo_crypt's Leather Challenge!!


Title: Subway Sorrows
Pairings: Spander
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 heh…. Oh yeah, boys touching!
Warnings: Exhibitionism, anal, and for once, totally consentual!
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Spike and Xander have to kill a demon, and get stuck so come up with something to pass the time.
Word Count: 2988 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User:Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: indigo_crypt, LJ Comm: darker_spike, LJ Comm: bloodclaim, LJ Comm: BTVS_lightsout, LJ Comm: BTVS_slash, LJ Comm: spike_fics, LJ Comm: sxandviolence, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom
Archived Outside LJ At: adultfanfiction.net and The Spander Files


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( Beneath the cut, you will find my story… you will also find a bit of babble from me about why the story is where it is, and who made me write it and what not. Lalalala! You have been warned puny humans! )

ETA: The vote came in for a sequel, so here it is!

Title: Shattered Shards 12/?
Pairings: Spangelus, though Xander is still on the bed watching.
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall
Warnings: non-con, slavery, oral, rape, blood, biting, okay, it’s vampires boinking, please tell me I can leave it at that?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Angelus does what he’s wanted to for quite some time…
Word Count: 1268 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: A_darker_angel, LJ Comm: darker_spike


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A.N. This is the final part of chapter nine. Look for the next part coming soon!

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( Poor Spikey, I so wanna take him home and kiss his boo boo’s better. )

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Title: Shattered Shards 11/?
Pairings: Angelus/Xander, Spander
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall
Warnings: non-con, slavery, oral, rape (uhh… of sorts. Does it count if he enjoys it?) voyeurism, anal, blood, biting, okay, it’s vampires fucking, please tell me I can leave it at that?
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Angelus gets to explore his newest acquisition, and fulfills a few of Xander’s fantasies…
Word Count: 3805 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User: Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: A_darker_angel, LJ Comm: darker_spike and My LJ


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A.N. This is the longest section of chapter nine. Angelus is finally back kiddies! Enjoy the naughtyness!

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( Poor Spikey, I so wanna take him home and kiss his boo boo’s better. )

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Title: Stuck
Pairings: N/A
Appropriate Ratings: urhm… PG13? I’m not good with this rating thing.
Warnings: Medical situations
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: What Cordy was thinking while in hospital
Word Count: 379 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User: Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: indigo_crypt, Lj Comm: btvsatsdotcom



( And where is she these days anyways? )

Title: Shattered Shards 10/?
Pairings: N/A
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 overall
Warnings: non-con, slavery, groveling, but really not much. More of a “Move the story along” chapter then anything else.
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Spike gets some time to think, and makes a few decisions, while Angelus makes one of his own.
Word Count: 1353 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ User: Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, LJ Comm: A_darker_angel, LJ Comm: darker_spike


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( Yummy nummy… I want a Spikey of my very own please Santa! )

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Title: Fred’s Leather Fixation
Pairings: N/A
Appropriate Ratings: NC17 for, well, disturbing as fuck mental images, and non-con... or possibly R. I think R works better.
Warnings: non-con, slavery, abuse, forced exhibitionism, and, oh, yeah, DISTURBING AS FUCK! Warning, warning warning!! This is DAMNED freaky scarey creepy!
Disclaimers: Not my characters. I make no money off this, I'm just playing. I promise to give them a bath and thorough cleaning when I’m done! Joss Whedon is my lord and Master. All hail Joss Whedon.
Short Summary: Fred muses about the origins of some things.
Word Count: 1082 (As per MS Word Count)
Beta: LJ user Tamakin, any errors are mine and mine alone.
X-posted to: My LJ, indigo_crypt, LJ Comm: btvsatsdotcom

Comments are muchly appreciated, even if it’s just “DUDE! You need to like… stop fucking my brain over like that! I can’t take another story like this, please!


A.N: I might have made it slightly AU, but it’s obvious where the deviation is, so I won’t say before you read it, because that would destroy the story line, and really, that would just take away the “WTF!!!!!!!” factor.

( This is your last chance to stop before reading, remember, evil, bad, naughty, very dark. )